doodlin' that's about it..

it's been a while, once more.. and honestly, i don't have much to type for my absence. i've been in very much a rut.. 

it goes something like this: 

no creative inspiration.. no drive.. no initiative.. no this.. no that..

.. even feeling like i'm the ONLY one in my predicament.. THEN i spoke to a friend the other day who shed some *light* on my situation..

i'm NOT the ONLY one.. 

i drew this lil' doodle to sum things up.. i FEEL like the lil' guy on the right LOOKS.. lol...

it just feels that way. & that's the way the enemy of my soul would like for me to feel.. like i'm the only one who goes thru stuff.

meh.

i heard a preacher say once, "being a Christian is NOT hard, it's IMPOSSIBLE!"

& he was absolutely right. being a REAL Christian requires Christ's intervention continually.. & as we all who are His know.. that takes LOTS of denying of my own selfish tendencies to embrace the will & purposes of my Lord. & in the process.. i throw lots of tantrums.

*embarrassing..* 

but, hey.. i'm bein' honest. 'cuz He knows that i wanna be more like Him. by HIS grace.

& that's possible. ;)

And Jesus said to him, "'If You can?' All things are possible to him who believes."

Mark 9:23